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Alone again

I am so depressed right now. My head is swimming and I can't pull myself right. I'm climbing the walls and I don't know what to do. I tried to go out but everyone out there just seem like aliens to me. I don't fit in, I have no one here. I have no one to talk to who understands or would want to listen.


Everyday with my mum is an argument, people at work look through me most of the time, which I prefer, but I just wish I could connect with just one person.


I miss my Fiancé so much I feel like I'm dying or being tortured most of the time. I love him so much and I just want to be there with him right now, never letting him go, but I can't. Its not fair. Why do I have to be stuck here in this awful place, this horrid grey world around me.


I have seen a better life now and a better place and I just want my new life to start right now.


 


 


 


Now You Can Read it Hun... Go...

Us against the world

Against the world

You and I, we’ve been at it so long

I still got the strongest fire

You and I, we still know how to talk

Know how to walk that wire



Sometimes I feel like

The world is against me

The sound of your voice, baby

That's what saves me

When we're together I feel so invincible



Cause it's us against the world

Me and you against them all

If you listen to these words

Know that we are standing tall

I don't ever see the day that

I won't catch you when you fall

Cause it's us against the world tonight



Us against the world

Against the world



There’ll be days

We’ll be on different sides but

That doesn’t last too long

We find ways to get it on track

And know how to turn back on



Sometimes I feel

I can’t keep it together

Then you hold me close

And you make it better

When I’m with you

I can feel so unbreakable


Gophers: I Loved This Show!!

The Rabbit reminds me of a guy I work with, lmao.

 


Perfect Moments

I have always loved this song. It is about the cycle of life / rebirth. When I went to get my tattoo of my fiancé's name this song came on the radio just as the tattoo artist began. The scene: this song playing, my wonderful fiancé looking at me and smiling, (his eyes are so beautiful), the tattoo gun buzzing away as I got his name inked on me, it was a perfect and emotional moment for me.



When my tattoo was finished my fiancé got my name tattoo'd on him. Just as he started getting his this song came on the radio. Another of my favorite songs and it is the one song that has always reminded me of him since we first met. I couldn't believe that it came on at the time it did. What an amazing day that was.



K1 Visa Documentation Requirements

The following forms and documents are required for applying for a K-1 Fiancee Visa:

FROM THE PETITIONER (U.S. CITIZEN):

1) Form I-129F - Petition for Alien Fiancee (completed and signed)

2) Form G-325A - Biographic Information (completed and signed by petitioner)

3) Form I-134 - Affidavit of Support (completed, signed and notarized)

4) A written statement describing the circumstances under which you and your fiancee met.

5) Copy of Birth Certificate

6) Proof of termination of any prior marriages of the Petitioner

7) Two INS Color Photographs

8) Proof of Financial Support (Bank Statement; Letter from employer; Last 3 years tax returns; Copy of paycheck stub)

9) Evidence that you have met and evidence of the relationship (Letters, emails, telephone bills, photographs together, receipt from engagement and/or wedding rings, receipt from deposit for catering/ reception hall)

10) A check or money order made out to Immigration and Naturalization Service (INS).

FROM THE BENEFECIARY (FIANCEE):

11) Form G-325A - Biographic information (completed and signed by Fiancee)

12) Two INS color photographs

13) Copy of Birth Certificate of Fiancee

14) Proof of termination of any prior marriages

Song of the day

Never reaching what I want to reach

Never being who I want to be

Blaming me when I fall and fail

All my dreams splintering

Under my fingernails

Under my fingernails



I'm empty, lonely, and accused

Accused without a word

My fingernails are chipping down

From clawing in the dirt

I'm so lost, lost and confused

I threw it all away

How can I be beautiful

When I am so afraid



Never reaching what I want to reach

Never being who I want to be

Blaming me when I fall and fail

All my dreams splintering

Under my fingernails

All my dreams out of reach

Under my fingernails



I watched it all slip through my hands

My brokenness revealed

I'm so proud, I'm so proud

I'm crying to be filled

I'm killing, destroying the plague

That's killing me away

I've got to live, I've got to love

Like I am unafraid



I'm wasting, wasting every moment

I want to be tasting

Tasting every moment with you

I'm suffering, I'm bleeding, on my knees

Who's going to save me?

Suffering, bleeding

Save me from this pit of frailty



~Skillet My mood: extremely morose

Quote

Lose an hour, gain an hour. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time…If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?


~ Tyler Durden
My mood: pretty bored

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Previous Posts
Alone again, posted April 4th, 2008, 1 comment
Now You Can Read it Hun... Go..., posted March 9th, 2008, 1 comment
Gophers: I Loved This Show!!, posted February 29th, 2008
Perfect Moments, posted February 25th, 2008
K1 Visa Documentation Requirements, posted January 16th, 2008, 2 comments
Song of the day, posted November 29th, 2007
Quote, posted November 17th, 2007

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